五月·30天

諾亞方舟的故事

2012-01-25T17:46:00.001+08:00

諾亞方舟的故事

末日

2012

地球還殘喘人就創作末日

又何必等到上帝沒收

誰把愉快的愉換偷竊的偷

難道自找的找是自我的我

終於未來的未變末日的末

末日之前

好勝的我們，傲氣十足。叫我第一名。（歪腰）人生就像是好萊塢主角，只害怕災難等級太無聊。就算是坐上鐵達尼克號，我也要浪漫浪到能炫耀。總是認為愛情萬歲。在明日之前只要盡情嬉戲。

p/s: this is asin's mom fav song.

落寞•回到一個人

這世界紛紛擾擾甚麼是真實？在激情的愛情、放縱的浪費、事業的成就之後，末日來臨，世界回到一人。獨自面對末日的心情，獨自承受。

那一年我們望著星空有那麼多的燦爛的夢

至少回憶會永久像不變星空陪著我

最後只剩下星空像不變回憶陪著我

我們愛的人，已經離開。她的世界就讓她擁有，不打擾是我的溫柔。

🎵怪獸獨奏-我給你全部全部自由🎵

後悔

時光機

好後悔好傷心誰把我放回去我願意付出所有來換一個時光機

...

最後又是孤單到天明

（你不是真正的快樂）

難道就抱著遺憾一直到老了然後再後悔著

醒悟•發現彩虹🌈

...重新開始活著

所謂的彩虹不過就是光明只要心還透明就能折射希望

每個孤單天亮我都一個人唱

默默的

至少在我心中有個尚未崩壞的地方

再唱再唱再唱！

希望啟航

諾亞方舟開始航向地平線，帶來曙光。在道別傷感的舊照片之餘，看見海豚游出西藏的屋簷。唯美的畫面，說明明日會出現。

回到地球表面時，記得找我，我的朋友。

打開心門，就知道自己不是孤獨的。把朋友找回來，終結孤單，笑忘（歌）當年，再乾杯！

轉眼間，或許又是一千個世紀。這一次，輪迴就是為了遇見那一個你。

春天再次吶喊

傻瓜回到地球。大地奏起快樂的歌曲，開心的編曲環繞我們的朋友。ok啦。世界還是不錯的。活著真好，再吃一個蘋果。

活了一生，死裡逃生了一回。一切如煙，我們也應該知足了。

OAOA，現在就是永遠。

我們重返地球的第一天，也開始了我們的第二人生。我（們）就算壯烈前世，征服滾滾亂世，萬人為我們寫詩，重于發現幸福卻是此時靜靜幫她提著哈囉凱蒂袋子。她就是，讓你想照顧的人，為她失去生命也輝煌！

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There is no trials unique to yourself and there no need to keep things yourself too. After all, we all live in the same yellow submarine. :)

We all live in a yellow submarine

2012-01-04T10:58:00.002+08:00

We all live in a yellow submarine

2012-01-04T10:58:00.001+08:00

We all live in a yellow submarine

2010-09-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

"I know it is hard to believe when people say they understand. But I really do understand. I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible, and how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you, and it doesn't matter how many new gadgets you get, or gyms you join, or how many drinks you drink with your friends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong, or how you could have misunderstood, and how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that someone see the light and show up at your door. This expectation and wait sometimes makes it a lot worse for you, while you still hold onto this last bleak ideal, in the hope... something magically will just happen in the last min and all will be well. Its the expectation, and hope that kills and hurts us the most, not the reality. "

黄国伦乐评:《后青春期的诗》五月天

2010-09-03T23:09:00.001+08:00

《后青春期的诗》五月天第389期）
《后青春期的诗》对已至不惑中年的我，是太过喧闹与多愁善感的。不过，这不就是青春吗？「诗」的意象用得巧妙，青春是写诗的年代，也是为赋新辞强说愁的时节；五月天唱出年轻的炙热，也唱出后青春期的挣扎与蜕变。我可以理解那么多年轻人在五月天的演唱会又叫又跳的，那不只是对音乐的激情，或偶像的崇拜，也是找到青春的感同身受与认同。这一点，五月天是成功的。有人曾说五月天向流行靠拢，失去摇滚精神？我想说，成功的乐团能够越发老练成熟，却又能保持初衷；流行没有罪，只是不要媚俗。

〈突然好想你〉平静的主歌，激昂的副歌交织青春悲喜情愫。阿信的旋律感更加成熟，但仍用少年的吶喊唱腔，阿信低音鼻音稍重，中高音表现亮眼。会想起周杰伦的〈彩虹〉，只是五月天激动得多。〈生存以上生活以下〉喧闹摇滚之间，发人深省。只是感觉副歌节奏反而变淡，有些虎头蛇尾。〈你不是真正的快乐〉前奏直接破题，煽情动听，旋律很有记点又不失特色，应会再造流行。但副歌最猛的一句「难道就真的抱着遗憾…」太像王菲〈矜持〉主歌及副歌的最末句，是巧合？〈爆肝〉〈噢买尬〉连续2首high歌，五月天本色！〈出头天〉励志温暖台语歌，副歌写得精彩。〈春天的吶喊〉带点蓝调趣味的庞克摇滚，副歌没High起来有些可惜。〈夜访吸血鬼〉词意走秀异奇幻风，主歌有周杰伦〈夜曲〉的味道，但整体很有戏剧张力，后段阿信唱得入心。〈后青春期的诗〉如诗一般，只是感觉阿信一直都在吶喊？「盛夏正要一天一天…」好像又用了之前「难道就真的抱着遗憾…」的旋律？

一句话短评：《后青春期的诗》吶喊完要转大人？相信五月天潜力无穷！

超人

2010-07-18T01:59:00.002+08:00

two of the biggest taiwan music group/artiste should be mayday and jaychou...

i guess they can be what they are today cos they do believe they are heroes and superman in their world...

and i guess, i am one too... somewhere, somehow. hahaha.. 總有那麼一天

dream

2010-07-15T09:30:00.000+08:00

i have following Mayday songs/news recently. their DNA concert has somehow 'inspired' me. nothing has been done but as least i have not stopped trying.

QUOTE from 怪兽's blog. (http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_64cf9bdc0100k0t8.html?retcode=0)

有一天，在ＤＮＡ演唱會結束的時候，我問他的夢想是什麼？
他 (怪兽的技師）說，在兩個團都解散的今天
他現在的夢想就是做出自己的吉他演奏曲專輯

UNQUOTE

every one lives for a dream and his dream. what's urs and what's mine?

Taiwan Group Photo

2010-07-13T13:37:00.001+08:00

Been trying to find a nice taiwan-hk trip photo to develop and stick it to my wall...
and finally.. here it is!
the one and only nice group photo for TW..
still searching for one in HK. hahah

do your best

2010-07-04T22:21:00.001+08:00

do you best..

cos it will haunt you even 10 years down the road.

seriously, i am frequently haunted by the disappointments from years back~

An Imaginary Threat

2010-06-21T13:52:00.001+08:00

Read: Genesis 33:1-4
Esau ran to meet him, and embraced him. —Genesis 33:4

Last spring the window to one of the rooms in our house was repeatedly
attacked by a robin. The bird would perch at the base of the window,
ruffle its feathers, chirp loudly, and then fly headfirst into the glass.

I did some research and learned that robins are territorial. While
nesting, they drive out any competing robins. This bird apparently saw
its reflection in our window and thought it was another robin. The threat
was not real; it was only an illusion.

In the Old Testament, we see an instance when Jacob imagined a threat
that wasn't really there. Years earlier, Jacob had stolen his brother
Esau's blessing by their father. Now, after many years of separation,
they were going to meet again. Jacob thought Esau would harm him, so he
sent gifts ahead as a peace offering of sorts. Then, when he saw Esau
approaching with 400 men, Jacob panicked. Yet what Jacob thought was an
attack force turned out to be a welcoming committee. "Esau ran to meet
him, and embraced him, and fell on his neck and kissed him, and they
wept" (Gen. 33:4).

In interpersonal relationships, we sometimes misinterpret a situation. We
must ask the Lord for discernment so we don't miss a friendship because
of an imaginary threat.

I went outside to find a friend
But could not find one there;
I went outside to be a friend,
And friends were everywhere! —Payne

Don't be afraid of a presumed enemy, but trust in the Lord to make a new
friend.

Bible in a year:
Esther 3-5; Acts 5:22-42

junior

2010-06-19T02:19:00.001+08:00

hey..

sometimes, it's good to assume back my old school values.

i should be courteous, humble and polite.

and!!! start to look at people in their eyes and say HI!

damn it! it's time to say h!I

同類

2010-06-14T23:54:00.004+08:00

夜訪吸血鬼-五月天

只有像每个人类
贪嗔痴傻和愚昧
找寻着体温和血
找寻着同类

同類-孫燕姿

風　停了又吹　我忽然想起誰
天　亮了又黑　我過了好幾歲
心　暖了又灰　世界
有時候孤單的很需要另一個同類

我們同渴望認同。物以類聚。所以，不管我們是英雄會英雄還是臭味相同，都高興不宜。

Deadline

2010-05-25T07:55:00.001+08:00

What has major influence over me recently includes:

Mayday concert. Mornings spent to mayday songs ever since spurred me
to work a little harder. Sometimes I tend to slack a bit hours after
work has started but I will be once again reminder once I plug into my
iTunes again. It's my desire that I stop procrasinating n be a
hardworking soul.

Hk tw extravagenza. I felt like a new grad all over again.
Furthermore, my convocation is coming, on 6th July. I'm in the society
and yet still searching.
"the company or ur boss is not interested in helping u to find
yourself. Do it at your own time!" n I think that's true. Dun fall
into the stability trap I tell myself.

If only, there's one passion to keep me going.

And my deadline is almost up. This sun. I guess I hav made up my mind.
I wish for someone to talk about this. I wish to continue the talk
with wilk n Caroline. What an unexpected conversation during a trip.

Today is tue n I have only 3 days to work before what I hope to be a
wild n great weekend.
Wondering if I should take monday half day leave.

五月•30天

early night

2010-05-24T21:24:00.001+08:00

having an early night rest makes me feel jittery and insecure.

there could be a millions things for me to do and yet i am always watching the time trickling away.

wordle

2010-05-24T20:36:00.002+08:00

2010-05-04T07:20:00.001+08:00

I know if u are doing ur part, u will piss some pple who are in your
way.

Knowing that, I'm still a bit affected about not pleasing everyone.

It's a new day again. I shall put in a bit more humility n act blur
technique n see what does it take to make her ticks.

2010-05-02T16:31:00.000+08:00

Many years later, u will regret not doin many things instead of what u
have done.

夢想總是逆光祇有剪影的模樣
會有甚麼體驗甚麼細節不用去猜想

如煙

2010-04-25T23:27:00.001+08:00

我坐在床前　望著窗外　回憶滿天

生命是華麗錯覺　時間是賊　偷走一切

七歲的那一年　抓住那隻蟬　以為能抓住夏天

十七歲的那年　吻過他的臉　就以為和他能永遠

有沒有那麼一種永遠　永遠不改變

擁抱過的美麗都　再也不破碎

讓險峻歲月不能在臉上撒野

讓生離和死別都遙遠　有誰能聽見

下個世界才有永遠不變。那這個世界。。。還真是煩

我坐在床前　轉過頭看　誰在沉睡

那一張蒼老的臉　好像是我　緊閉雙眼

曾經是愛我的　和我深愛的　都圍繞在我身邊

帶不走的那些　遺憾和眷戀　都化成最後一滴淚

有沒有那麼一滴眼淚　能洗掉後悔

化成大雨降落在　回不去的街

再給我一次機會　將故事改寫

還欠了他一生的　一句抱歉

後悔莫及。我心想，有沒有那麼一個後悔可以，何以改變一切。

其實，有的。有一種後悔能改變以後。但是以前跟現在呢？

有沒有那麼一個世界　永遠不天黑

星星太陽萬物都　聽我的指揮

月亮不忙著圓缺　春天不走遠

樹梢緊緊擁抱著樹葉　有誰能聽見

那個世界來臨前，是否能放肆的去闖？

耳際　眼前　此生重演　是我來自漆黑　而又回歸漆黑

人間　瞬間　天地之間　下次我　又是誰

有沒有那麼一朵玫瑰　永遠不凋謝

永遠驕傲和完美　永遠不妥協

為何人生最後會像一張紙屑　

還不如一片花瓣　曾經鮮豔

有沒有那麼一張書籤　停止那一天

最單純的笑臉和　最美那一年

書包裡面裝滿了蛋糕和汽水

雙眼只有無猜和無邪　讓我們無法無天

有沒有那麼一首詩篇　找不到句點

青春永遠定居在　我們的歲月

男孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋　

笑忘人間的苦痛　只有甜美

有沒有那麼一個明天　重頭活一遍

讓我再次感受曾　揮霍的昨天

無論生存或生活　我都不浪費

不讓故事這麼的後悔

有誰能聽見　我不要告別

我坐在床前　看著指尖　已經如煙

root prob

2010-04-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

the root problem is...

now that we know the truth.. we cant run and we cant hide.

suddenly reminds me of a lousy movie 大隻佬. in the show, andy lau had enlightenment and saw 因果。after that he quit being a monk and gave up his buddhist pursuit.

at times, i felt unhappy. at times, i felt happier than being unhappier. but that isnt much.

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msn display pics

2010-04-12T09:51:00.001+08:00

in zzy's own words, "ernest snatch zyy mac to take his msn display pic. ernest exclaimed, 'popart is damn cool!"

yes.. and i realise it's only cool on the mac. the pictures looks damn good and cool on his mac but now that i am looking at them on my pc.. erm.. it's actually not erm.. not worth exclaiming. hahaha ..

keep your eyes on the prize

2010-04-09T00:49:00.000+08:00

"i wun give up.... i swear i will be true.

for it's said by the wise, keep your eyes on the prize.. and i kept my eyes on you... "

there's time i am capable for more. keep trying and keep trying. there's something more for you. cos He will give me more.

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church-less easter

2010-04-04T21:50:00.001+08:00

Exodus 3:14
14And God said to Moses, "I am who I am."…

a space that only God can fill.

and He is everything that we need. what do i need? i need a passion, i need a love of my life.

it's been many years since i have a churchless easter.

by right..

it is a great thing in the year. a great reminder about WHY am i here. that i have a debt. that i have a debt that has to be paid forward. but this GOOD news has to be accompanied by GREAT JOY.

only a gospel preached with conviction and joy is able to heal and make one whole.

you dun get to be loved until you start loving..

i start to think bout my days in shanghai hengshan church. miss the afternoons that i have travelled alone all the way to hengshan jus for a church service. knowing that my God is waiting for me to hear from Him. knowing that there are children waiting to hear from Him thru me. as i was teaching and watching the children running around, felt that the church is such a sheltered place from the outside world. and the little children are so fortunate. in fact, i felt like a little child in the church... sheltered.

i still remember the feeling of stepping out of the church and right outside the church is a busy chinese bustling street. if you have watch wongfeihong movie, it's that kind of feeling. stepping out of the ANGMO embassy and into the streets of china. suddenly, you see and feel that difference. the tranquil disrupted by the car engines and horning.

back to what God said to Moses.... i must remember that He is Whoever i need. and i know He is a lover of me and my soul. He cares about me and I am not alone. tmr is a new week and He wants to go move on so that He will show me the way that He is prepared for me.

Fret not. Fear not.

看天空

2010-04-03T13:13:00.001+08:00

有谁陪我一起看天空？

Attention animal

2010-03-31T22:24:00.000+08:00

Someone said I'm an attention animal. Am I?

I'm having a difficult time trying to be in dragonboat n learning
bike. It seems that I'm realli bad at it. But I need to overcome this
barrier. I shan't be a desserter like my table tennis days. Failing my
bike lessons is demoralizing. N I need to buck up with my fitness n
rowing strokes.

When I was running my marathon, I said to myself, if I can do this, I
can do more in life.

It's time to bring on that competitive mentality. Dun be a wuss. Try
not to be.

Rest n tell yourself that I can do all things thru Christ who
strengtheneth me.

Be healthy. Be strong. Be good.

you are a christian, and are you not sorry

2010-03-29T21:52:00.001+08:00

http://contendersbiblestudy.blogspot.com/2010/03/im-christian-and-im-not-sorry.html

Fwd: Calvin and Hobbes 03/28/2010

2010-03-29T07:27:00.001+08:00

Wonder hav I over emphasized it. But I simply adore Calvin and his tiger Hobbes. Haha.

Going to work without my earphone is boring. I hav been reliant on the music to entertain me on my long journey. But I shoul reallie organise my playlist. Sometimes listening to love ballads really isn't a way to start a working day. Yet the loud, funky, vindicated genius playlist is too much to start a professional day at work. I need something motivational upbeat songs.

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This is wrong

2010-03-28T08:47:00.000+08:00

I dun reallie enjoy my weekends. I dun hav enough reasons to rest.
N I dun hav enough motivation to work.
N I dun hav enough official work to do.

Errands? I prefer to settle them on weekdays.

Life is hard as a stranger here.

But some things cannot be changed.

N yes. Dun forget to show everyone u like them. Jus smile n giggle
when u feel like it. Show them that u like them. It will make a better
day for all. :)

One thing

2010-03-26T07:39:00.000+08:00

Trying not to hold on to too many idea. This one will suffice.

"Cast thy burden upon the Lord(Psalm55:22)

suffice. This alone will take away the thoughts n worries of tomorrow. About the financial plans. About the insurance coverage. About the need to seek out my career in pain n distress. He is taking my burden. N I hav to learn to cast my burden to Him.

Easy to remember. 5522. Cast thy burden upon the Lord.

Hmm. Wondering why is it the word burden singular.

At this moment, the biggest burden is always tomorrow. Will annouce if I manage to make tmr a glad news n joy. That will be real victorious living, when tmr is worth living for. :)

2010-03-25T07:47:00.000+08:00

Remember what's the first miracle? Water turned into wine.

If water is not sufficient cos of the bacteria etc, He will provide
wine. To make sure that it good for ur body.

If water is sufficient, He want to give His people even more.

N today, or tomorrow, one day, I will hav my water turned to wine.

Smile:) and be joyous person today. N tell our Father in heaven our
needs n trust His provision.
SMILE n Be Joyous today!!!

"I've come to give life more abundant"

things to do

2010-03-23T21:21:00.001+08:00

1. 60pushups at least..

2. eyedrop.. dun skip

3. a blog post... , so that i can sit and think

4. ⁸This book of the law shall not depart out of thy mouth; but thou shalt meditate therein day and night, that thou mayest observe to do according to all that is written therein: for then thou shalt make thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have good success.

now.. let me try to memorize (again). but thou shalt medidate therein day and night, that thou mayest sobserve to do according to all that is written therein, for then thou shalt make thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have good success

the verse on my wall paper is not appearing after restarting my computer.. hm.. probably shall find other ways.. and probably shall change the verse. hahah. =)

Wait for what?

2010-03-22T18:01:00.001+08:00

What are u waiting for? For things to happen? Or the company to
realize ur talents? For ur manager to become adventurous?

What are u waiting for?

what have you remember today that will accompany you to sleep and tmr?

2010-03-21T21:53:00.001+08:00

remember,

that the good news is to set you free!

SET ME FREE.....

on my wallpaper...

"do things without murmuring and complaints.. phil 2:14???

and i am reminding myself that...

"in labour, there is profit... "

2010-03-20T00:21:00.001+08:00

How long will one take to learn that once u hav answered to God, u are
a clean slate to start afresh. It takes 1 min to learn n numerous
reminders to affirm the fact

focus

2010-03-18T22:49:00.001+08:00

as i was telling hanchuen... ”我从不怕爱错就怕没爱过“

and maybe he is right.. i am not focus. i am trying to bridge a huge gap by doing too many things at once.

it's not possible for me to get my papers done, bike license done, training and at the same time work hard and OT at work, and teach tuitions..

focus...

In all labour there is profit: but the talk of the lips tendeth only to penury.

-Proverbs 14:23

in all labour there is profit...

time to get words into my mind.

things to note

2010-03-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

1. eye ointment

2. keep clean

3. focus on: a. improve b. healthy c. smile

quiet time

2010-03-17T21:55:00.001+08:00

every one needs quiet time. i used to have it.. i made a promise that i shall not touch my bed unless i have done mine. there are nights when i slept on the floor cos i was too lazy to do my qt..

those were the days and i miss them. something to end the day. and something to start tomorrow.

For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Jeremiah 29:11

if i can, let me use my limited diskspace and start to remember these words again. =）

Buck up

2010-02-17T11:49:00.000+08:00

Its such a waste to stone n age. Do something.

山外山

2010-02-13T19:59:00.000+08:00

copied from tianhao.. good read. in fact.. a bit emo and touching.. ahha

李老师所寄给我们:

山外山
因为T来香港公干，所以我们有机会在家里聚会。大家谈起故人往事，那真是一个愉快的晚上。虽然T和E二十年不见，但一见面就像是昨天还在一起玩闹，搞课外活动的朋友那样，无所不谈。

其实我们不过是十七八岁念同一所初级学院，一块儿度过年少时期两载岁月的朋友，和后来许许多多共同念大学或工作的朋友比较起来，我们朝夕相对的时间实际上很短。但是就像T说的："那个时候真是好玩，太好玩了！"就因为那个时候"太好玩"才有幸让收藏了二十年的友情，在二十年后，还像用了最好的葡萄，最纯净的泉水，在最合适的季节酿造的葡萄酒那样，依旧香醇迷人。

太好玩！我们当时玩得不知天高地厚，玩得将功课抛在一旁，玩得老师们摇头叹息。我们玩得理直气壮，考了烂成绩还不当回事地继续风花雪月。结果，到了A水准会考，我们当中一些该拿4个A的仅拿了两三个，该有机会出国深造的只得留在新加坡。当然，这些T和E都追回来了，不仅追了回来，还能大言不惭地说：幸亏当年没拿奖学金。在金融界做得有声有色的E不到四十，已经在考虑退休……

不管追不追得回来，人生没有几个两年可以让你这样子度过。年纪大了离开学校以后更是不可能。当年我们在一起的时候，是用了最善良最纯真的心灵相处。那是我们最美好的一面，还没有被社会被成人的世界污染的最美好的一面。我们在学校、老师们家长们的保护下，做既不是大人又不是孩子，既是大人又是孩子，才能够享受的集体生活。我们拥抱在一起激动，一起大笑，一起流泪，一起高歌……这样的日子任凭后来生活将我们带到何处，都不可能忘记。它永远在心里保留着最动人的一部分。

之后我们各奔东西。在社会里该争的争了，该爬的爬了，该拍马屁的拍了，该虚假的虚假了，该面目狰狞的面目狰狞了。但是你们后来的这些面孔，我都看不到。我们有幸不曾成为同事或竞争对手的，都看不到。这样子最好。这样子，当我们聚会时，我们又都恢复了十七八岁的样子。"你们都没有变哩！"T和E这样说。其实怎么可能没有变呢？只是在我们之间，我们又可以打开那最美好的一面罢了。尽管没有过去纯洁善良，但却已经是我们最美丽的了。

那最美的一面，因为你们而存在。因为当年玩疯了，所以没有忘记。还好我们玩得不知天高地厚，玩得将功课抛在一旁，玩得老师们摇头叹息……还好我们玩得理直气壮，考了烂成绩还不当回事地继续风花雪月……还好有你们，才让生命灿烂起来……
（传自香港）

笔心
那最美的一面，因为你们而存在。因为当年玩疯了，所以没有忘记。

So long

2010-01-31T08:43:00.001+08:00

On the train now n I gv 15 min to type.

It's been so long since I last blogged. All the while, I'm still
following some of the blogs like bh from church, yl from hall who is
now a pharmacist, mar my fellow Chem engr working in bank. I can't
bring myself to blog cos I cannot find a convincing underlying
conviction in life values to comment about anything in life. And I'm
not willing to show pple or even myself the evolution of my values
since work has started.

Met different pple since grad m met the same pple since they hav grad.
Among them, I can find no soulmate to confirmed n share my old values
in life. I think I find it har to convince myself too, when all the
pple on that highway, have left n I seem so alone.

New pple n new thoughts in life? There are pple or some seniors that
hav kinda caused me to think about planning my life. But then again,
really dun know how to plan the insecurities of life. For the secured
matters, they are somewhat laid out already.

I only hav 4 months to get myself sorted out. 4 months.

Fwd: リンクするには

2009-12-25T23:23:00.001+08:00

作詞：水野幸代作曲：日向敏文

逢えなくなってどれくらいたつのでしょう

出した手紙も今朝ポストに舞い戻った

窓辺に揺れる目を覚ました若葉のよに

長い冬を越え今ごろ気づくなんて

どんなに言葉にしても足りないくらい

あなた愛してくれたすべて包んでくれた

まるでひだまりでした

菜の花燃える二人最後のフォトグラフ

「送るからね」と約束はたせないけれど

もしも今なら優しさもひたむきさも

両手にたばねて届けられたのに

それぞれ別々の人好きになっても

あなた残してくれたすべて忘れないで

誰かを愛せるよに

広い空の下　二度と逢えなくても生きてゆくの

こんな私のこと心から

あなた愛してくれた全て包んでくれた

まるでひだまりでした

あなた愛してくれた全て包んでくれた

それはひだまりでした

Fwd: Saw you on TV yesterday

2009-11-30T19:09:00.000+08:00

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Date: November 29, 2009 PM 11:30:11 GMT+08:00
To: ernest84@gmail.com
Subject: Saw you on TV yesterday

Hi Ernest

I couldn't believe it when I spotted you on the news last night. Well done - it was a great story.

In case you didn't catch it you'll be pleased to know I recorded it. You can view it here:
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Congratulations again.

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i dun understand the latests music

2009-11-29T23:19:00.003+08:00

i officially declare myself an old forgy.. i reallie dun understand why is he famous.. and why are his songs so popular. the lyrics makes sense but without rhyme.

as i was looking at the mtv.. the facial expressions and the way he sing just absolute make no sense to me.

i guess i wun appreciate new stuffs like this..

i guess i will stick to my oldies

Roman 14

2009-11-29T12:20:00.001+08:00

Romans 14.

How to read the following in an open mind n understanding ??

Happy is he that condemneth not himself in that thing which he alloweth. 23 And he that doubteth is damned if he eat, because he eateth not of faith: for whatsoever is not of faith is sin.

无题

2009-10-23T08:07:00.000+08:00

年轻的时候常看着大人的电影，憧憬着在商场上轰轰烈烈拼搏；听着电台的歌，试
着感受歌词的意境。成人世界里，生活就象几米小品一样的简单。日出日落，潮起
潮落，时间就慢慢地在我们不注意的时候快快的流失。

时而会非常的放纵自己，有酒今朝醉。但压抑的悲观念头浮现时，我们又怎么面
对？ --＂我们能挥霍到几时呢？人有旦夕祸福啊！＂

这时候，多希望生命的作者能妙笔一挥，在我的生活多增色彩，在我的人生故事里
添多几个人物。

不然，至少风平浪静，无忧无虑。

mac vs pc

2009-10-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

我们的未来不是梦

2009-09-26T11:40:00.001+08:00

Ship

2009-09-09T23:14:00.001+08:00

I will die with my people on board ship for a worthy cause. But if I'm
thrown off the board, then I will continue swimming.

hello world

2009-09-07T21:19:00.001+08:00

this world is not my home.. i'm just a passing thru..

but everyone has different styles of travelling.. some like to travel light. and some prefer to indulge themselves during vacations.

it seems that a lot of the working pple are getting tired of their work. everyone like to pause and think about that they reallie want. it's a common hobby to secretly fantasizing about the other life that they can be leading.

me? i can foresee myself being a workaholic at the very instance i am given the chance. but i nv expect myself to land at such a technical job. i like it! but i cannot help me but to remind myself that the society doesnt reward employees anymore. you need to be your own boss..

everyone wishes that they are earning more.. actually, for a person who is not attached... i wonder why am i not earning enough. i mean why am i not saving enough.

there's a hell of things that are not exactly wasteful but yet i am unwilling to spend... am i getting too stingy on myself? i wanted a bed for years and till now not bought. my specs has spoilt and it's ugly and yet i'm not making a new pair. i wish for more pretty socks that is recognisable so that i dun have search thru the pile in the morning for my socks. most of the time i dun even know if that pair is mine. i enjoy fridays cos i can wear socks that are obviously mine! those with yellow lining loll. =)

and did i say i need a water bottle at work? i am tempted to bring my usual vodka bottle to work but dun reallie want to be that AA in the office. lol... hence i have been making do with a cup.

and... i will want to father a child. reallie. it will be good if he is as cute as ethan. lol. but then again, i hav been thinking of the possibilities of not having a family. seriously, i dun consider myself a product of sucessful parenting and i dun think i will ever learn how to be a good parent as well.. i guess it's in the genes. to prevent having more unhappy babies in the world.. i shall abstain.

and... been to different churches is giving me different thoughts and feelings. a church was a social unit.. integral in the society. but today... ? and i also think that, i may have to let go of treasured ties and friendships if i should leave..

iPhone n responsibility of speech

2009-08-20T22:26:00.001+08:00

My current best investment is an iPhone. Not only did it give me
connectivity at work n during travel, its application really makes
things so much more convenient. If I am take bus n hav an option of
changing different bus services at different bus stop, my application
allows me to check of the waiting time for either scenerio. Hence I
can make an informed decision.

Sometimes I felt that I talk too much. Sometimes too little. I must
learn to be confident n responsible for my speech. N I must learn n
improve myself so that I can stop being an empty vessel. :( God help me.

Ps: this is blog thru iPhone too.

something to look forward to

2009-08-19T22:19:00.001+08:00

like what lipchong says.. everyone need to have something to look forward to...

i have decided.. i want to travel... prob US or UK.. in Jan 2010.

so for now.. i need to plan and save and imagine and dream bout it. heheh..

Be of one mind

2009-08-17T16:54:00.001+08:00

The teachings of Christ is great. The most important thing is that He
has commanded n influenced conformity n alignment of ideals. The ideal
man n the ideal woman is outlined. So is the ideal father mother wife
n husband, ideal pastor deacon, boss n subordinate. The entire roles n
responsibilities of man is laid down before us to follow.

How ideal if every one will follow the laws n teachings. However, man
jus cannot follow one set of ideals.

But those who lived by the same ideals n values will be drawn to each
other. They will come together n eventually become a community. So,
what man has to do is to live the values they believe n to stick to
it. N things will be just fine for him.

In hall, most pple came by to see what the place has to offer. But it
doesn't has a set values to offer. N hence no common values that will
bind the people together. What it offers is the trend n styles of the
choleric population. Within the span of the years that they stay
together, should the trend n styles affected n accepted by the
majority, the group will stay. If it can infect n affect the
generations hence, that is when the alumni is influencial. N that is
when u can consider a tradition is formed.

Traditions is a means n method to force certain conformity. I'm sure
the church has tried but we all know the traditions sometimes became
senseless rules. For the church they can hav a reformation where
people can retrace their roots with the Word of God.

For a place like a hall where pple come and go, once the traditions
are perverted n mixed up, there is no documentation to rely on fit a
"reformation".

................

Anyway, it is just saddening to see kids juniors even children to move
on without you.

If I'm a teacher, I will prob emo every year end. :(

2009-08-11T18:35:00.001+08:00

I guess it's time. The Almighty God above has shown me that there's no
other way. What I hav to do now is just to start my personal life with
him again. It's time to get back to my routine.

But at the same time, I need to b more studious n start studying.
Enough revelations thru thoughts n dreams, it's time to get some thru
hard core studying. :)

starting line

2009-08-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

每个人的人生的起跑点都不一样。有些人在枪声响后都还没起跑。我虽然不能说跑前头，其实也不算与别人在同个起跑点上，但我很庆幸我现在有健全的身体，能够在跑道上。

我祈祷，希望上帝能给我时间让我能毫无意外的跑到起跑点上。

Job

2009-08-06T15:15:00.000+08:00

As I read liming n Marilyn blog about their job, I think I should jot
down something before I got so numb n cannot write anything.

For those who dun know, I m leading a very no-life lifestyle. I am
always trying to OT at work because that will compensation my
considerable low pay. Also, there's really so much to do n to learn at
work that ot is necessary.

What I m doing is to coordinate a certain project that I hav little
technical knowledge. For shearites to understand, it's like being an
SP producer with no idea what is stage, script n sponsors etc. Or,
it's like vice-chairing rag with absolutely no idea what's the work
flow between the engrs n designers.

Am I complaining? Nope. I am thankful for The job. It's prob the
closest thing I can do that is related to chemical engineering. N this
job also also urge me to study harder n grab the chance to learn as
much as possible.

N th colleagues are quite nice!! I jus need to be less self conscious
n mingle more. N my boss is forgiving for all the mistakes made. :)
thank God.

So what do I do after OT? Tuition. Yes. I am still having students for
reasons like the parent doesn't want to change tutor n I need Te
money. Yes. I see the stack of debts that I am incurring n the lack of
cash in the family. I m not complaining also. I am thankful for the
assignments that I hav. N further more, I am not dating n my friends
are too busy dating. The best alternative is to moonlight. This is
also influenced by my bro lipchong. He says, "when I watch tv at home,
I will think it's a waste of time. He could be teaching tuition to
earn money. "

----------------

I am generally very thankful for a job now especially during a time
like this. As I talk to more pple I also start to wonder about my
career progression. Was talking to tong on his car n talk about
earning 7-8k n the pple generally agree that is not enough. Ok. It
means I hav a long way to go.

At this moment, I'm not looking at months or years later. I'm jus keen
to wait for the next pay day to arrive.

If you are thinking that I want to be a salary worker all my life, I
dun think do. But I jus hav to settle the problems at sight first.
Secretly I m still dreaming. I jus need more time to breed n nurture
this dream.

2009-08-01T22:45:00.001+08:00

When the music fades All is stripped away .....

what's left?

---

and i am thinking.. what is interesting recently.. that i can engage myself in..

Re: Fw: English is a difficult language...for some!

2009-07-23T23:05:00.001+08:00

mirror

2009-07-23T22:09:00.001+08:00

i am not sure if you like to see yourself in the mirror... i guess normally if you are pretty or handsome, you will like..

some times, the exact same reason is why i dun really want to talk too much to my mom or brother.. it instill too much worries and fear in me whenever i see a possible image of myself in them.

sad, isnt it..

and, as much as i want to write more or blog more.. i guess it's time to stop disclosing too much about myself..

Dream

2009-07-06T08:24:00.001+08:00

Dreamt of wm , n all of the rest, iincluding drew askin me out for my bday picnic during office lunch hour, Sl is dere, cos wm ever drop hints that he likes her. Exact words from sl, "he ever rained on me! "

Followed by ponding, involves acrobat stunts.

Then I am late for work. Felt so apologetic for taking such a long lunch. I ended up at a place without cab despite climbing oover a hill!

I had to walk thru that super touristy area to find a cab.

I woke up.

2009-06-30T07:55:00.001+08:00

I need:

To punch a hole in my brown belt, it's far too loose.

black grey etc working socks. Many of them.

to bring a jacket to office. But which of my childish jackets can I bring over??

if everything you do.. know your stuff well

2009-06-29T23:47:00.000+08:00

yes yes..

i need to know what is adiabatic prereformer.. i need to know.. PSA.. yes.. i cannot link it to pressure swing absorber! the learning curve is steep. and i need to force myself to learn.

i cannot see the end product of my training phase now.. there's like so much to know..

it's like chairing a supermajor comm. the only difference is, i wasnt a sub comm member before i start to chair. i dun know what's going on in the sub commnn but i need to run and coordinate the different department.

and worse still. i forgot, or should i say, i dun know much about process dept as well!

learn to be thankful

2009-06-19T23:44:00.003+08:00

I want to thank God for his kindness! and also confess my sins for
being so coveteous. It is His hands of mercy that He has not dealt
with me directly.
Firstly, as I hav chosen to go shanghai for one year, I am not
scheduled to graduate in june but december. But thankfully, I am able to squeeze my modules in such that I can graduate provisionally.

Fyp selection landed me on a very difficult topic that is century old. Yet, it's too difficult that the proff expected much less from me.

Able to find not one but 3 jobs. At first I was totally whiny about the pay. But thank God for sending people to explain to me what to look out for in a job. not the pay, but the experience.

A company with nice colleages. What I need to do now is to be diligent and work hard and learn as much as possible. yes. i need to be really good in soft skills. it comes with self-confidence and a likeable face. i dun think i can do any thing much to improve but to pray harder. i cant make people to like me... i can only do my best.

doing my best is what i must try to do also. been slacking for sooooo long. all along i have put away study giving myself the excuse that it's not very important. but it's my career and i need to perform and do well.

Glory unto God Almighty. And I pray for a teachable heart and meek attitude at work.

On the job

2009-06-19T15:12:00.000+08:00

I want to learn. I hope I can put up a nice amiable face and attitude
to learn.

thank God

2009-06-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

i should be thankful..

thankful for a job. and thankful for Him to help me find a job that i will like.

right now, i jus have to move on and start work with a happier and livelier mood. God, please take away my unnecessary worries about job and people.

anyway, i must confess that i have done something wrong. i shouldnt hav been a little not humble during job selection. humility is what God has taught me for this episode. let's hope it wont affect my future days. God will help me.

and this is what i have in my iphone wallpaper. it works very well. everytime i use the phone, i am reminded to CALL unto HIM.

graduating

2009-06-11T01:16:00.001+08:00

in this life, we have many preferences, or a better word, it's called biases...

and i, realise that i have many. so much so that i realise that i am choosing too much about the way i wish to perceive people.

as i am moving on the first day of my work.. i am so worried for the lack of preparation i am making for it.

today i realised that i did not make any preparation for nus. i dint join the pre-camps. i dint join the orientation camps. i felt that i have not been initiated into university life.

the same mistake should not be done at work. but as to how to prepare, i think i cannot think of better ways than to find some solitary time with deep thinking and prayers. only God can tell me what to do.

joined the secc camp for the first time! yes.. after 4 years in nus. on one hand, i wish i have a looking-glass that i can see myself in.. but on the other hand, i am still afraid of knowing the person i am.

and i think i am quite easy going.. and i will, unfortunately, hope that everyone is like me. and dun kaopeh so much~

"walk"athon

2009-06-08T13:12:00.001+08:00

quoting from a blog post by anglipchong, the bro who ran 42km with me...

30km….We started walking already……

Me: Ernest tell u what, now going up slope, don't run… save energy, down slope we run.

Ernest: Ok, gd idea

At down slope…

Ernest: Lip Chong…down slope don't run. Bad for knee…

ME: I see… point taken..later straight road we run.

Level road….

ME: Eh..water point reaching ley…why don't we run after that. Not good to run and stop lah…momentum lost.

Ernest: Okie..gd idea

After water point….

Ernest: Eh…bro… after eating and drinking..not good to run immediately. Must take a break…

ME: Ic..can ..no prob…then we run later lah…

LOL!!!

marathon

2009-06-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

他她

2009-06-05T18:30:00.001+08:00

他不爱我
牵手的时候太冷清
拥抱的时候不够靠近
他不爱我
说话的时候不够认真
沈默的时候又太用心
我知道他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除得不够乾净
我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我
尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心

徐若萱-她他
他他深深爱著她
他他永远的吗?
他他送她玫瑰花和吉它
她她也深爱著他
她她不变的吗?
她她收到的玫瑰花已枯萎了!h～枯萎了!
他和她爱很美浪漫就像玫瑰花
他和她爱很难很小心也不一定留得住它
他和她有时后可怕静静地死去它不挣扎不说话!
他他轻轻吻著她
他他弹的吉它
他他最爱摸她的长头发
她她看著那个他
她爱听他弹吉它
她寂寞的小世界被他溶化慢慢溶化
她和他爱的Melody多到挤不下
她和他人随时也可能没有明天不要害怕
她和他让灵魂自由看见爱与被爱在打架算了吧!
他他送她？？吉它

词曲：梁文福
我问你最近认识什么人
你的沉默已经比你先承认
没有你对我说没有人
我陪你开车兜圈昏沉沉
你的拥抱说著你不诚恳
没有你对我说没有人
你为他失了魂
你为他从早到晚等著电话
等著没有人你曾经对我说
这世界上没有人会像我为你
被风吹不冷哦没有人
你车上开始出现你我从来不爱听的歌
你曾经对我说
这世界上没有人会带走一点你对我真
待我问候没有人

搜索 "没有人"mp3
LRC歌词下载
我要打印

feel great standing for the Lord

2009-06-04T23:38:00.001+08:00

i guess it feels great to be righteous in the land where righteousness are valued!!

but sadly, this chance to feel great doesnt' come easily and often.

只有懂得真心付

2009-06-01T23:40:00.002+08:00

anyway, i do want to do up a post for the marathon.. but somehow, i dun have the photos.. still haven find on internet yet..

i am having a lethargy to blog.. which is a bad sign. cos it means there's nothign i feel passionate about to blog...

a quick search online will find a lot of proud finisher of the sundown marathon.... for me? i find it otherwise.

i dun feel any pride..

.. maybe cos i dint put in my full effort..

maybe cos it comes too easily...

maybe cos i dint put in a lot of preparation.. the timing is mediocre...

apparently, completion is not enough...

maybe that's why i also dun feel excited graduating..

i need to find something so cool that i want to excel in!

30 May 2009: birthday and sundown marathon

2009-05-31T23:35:00.004+08:00

this day, i am offically 25 years old. thank God. and thank all my friends who gave me a call. i reallie like it. i am jus a sucker for attention i guess. haha.. but it's all going to end. next year, i will be more than a quarter of a century old... prob will think of some other ways to celebrate.

thanks to my hall friends.. for a dinner on 29th. and the usual hall celebration after dinner and movie. i will miss it.. (photos later)

and thanks to ebenezer who came and sang a birthday song for me. i know it's kinda weird. but i appreciate it and thanks to the organiser for the cake and the effort!

the highlight of the day is the sundown marathon. thank God for allowing me to complete it. surprisingly, i dint scratch much. reallie. if i had my usual scratch spasasm, i wun be able to finsih the race man..

now, i'm a finisher of 42.195... finally. hahaha..

travelling sux

2009-05-27T20:26:00.001+08:00

travelling from bedok to clementi

from clementi to buona vista

back to clementi.. and almost going to woodlands and etc..

argh.. it's eating me up!

science

2009-05-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

it's how i live my life.

and i want to live it to the fullest.

but but but.. i do not want to be an atheist.

a quick talk with chih makes me feel that a person believing in chance and evolution is so... p*thetic.

thank God

2009-05-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

thank God for a partial release of results. and it's pretty good.. for 2 modules. my first ever A+ in NUS. and it's not chem engin module. (no surprise)

eternal sunshine of the spotles mind

2009-05-22T01:11:00.001+08:00

No, fly me, fly me, far as pole from pole;

Rise Alps between us! and whole oceans roll!

Ah, come not, write not, think not once of me,

Nor share one pang of all I felt for thee. [3]

Lines 207–210 were spoken in the movie Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, which borrowed line 209 as its title:

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!

The world forgetting, by the world forgot.

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!

Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd ... [4]

wishing list

2009-05-22T00:32:00.001+08:00

1. i forgotten bout it! but.. results coming on 29th/30th! good/decent results please.

3. marathon

4. good career

5. i want to be more sure of it..

argh.. i need more routine about this .. qt.. or whatever it is called.

back to primary school time.

qt

2009-05-20T21:56:00.001+08:00

purposefully thinking about what i need to have and do..

2. get a job .. need to call steven tmr and ask for his reply.

3. get a higher paid job. look thru recruits today. no potential. i need more papers and recruits.

4. finsih my FYP. i think i only have 5 pages up today without all the tables and diagram. with the aux and etc.. i guess it's only about 10 pages. argh.. how to finish my report??

right now.. let me think what does it mean by

labor not to be rich...

cease from thy own wisdom. .. .

provide. how can i ever provide? i know.. i must be chill and wait for Him to provide. but.........

qt is impt

2009-05-20T01:47:00.001+08:00

i guess my best days were in primary sch. and thinking back... it's probably i actually made it a point to 'pray'. to reflect EVERYDAY.

it was easy for me then cos the things that i ask for are so simple and so obvious. results, friends, schools, and watever.

i want to continually work towards something now too. but i am nto sure what. i must decide should it be money, life, people or whatever. yes. it should be God but i guess i need more seriously planning.

right now,

1. i want to finish my FYP

2. find a high paying enough job with good prospect and high personal satisfaction.

back at 1

2009-04-15T05:40:00.000+08:00

i want to go back.. to the days of my childhood. not because i am carefree. but back then, at least i know what i want.

goals are so easy to set. simply getting the results or knowing friends etc...

now, i hesitate to pursue.

i am taught not to pursue things transient.

i am also taught to pursue things that are attractive.

so much so that i am not deciding. i cannot even decide who to call or sms regularly. i cannot also decide where my allegiance should be.

i need to decide.

the dream catcher

2009-04-08T03:19:00.001+08:00

you know what? i am so glad that i have copied my dream catcher machine and brought it back to singapore. today isn't reallie very nice. being bogged down with things to do. that's not bad. it's good to be busy. but my day was ruin with failed attempts to get them done. esp with my cranky lappie. and i have to endure for a while more before i can have enough money to buy a new one. dun feel like buying also.. in this time of uncertainty. i am going to be unemployed sooon =(

but the thing is.. i am glad i went for a run!! the run from sheares to west coast mac. the run cool. not as amazing as my original patented dreamcatching bike in shanghai but it's a good copy of it. feels good running and thinking bout things in general.

Chinese S'poreans should focus on learning Mandarin well, says MM Lee

2009-03-24T01:50:00.001+08:00

"He said Singapore is useful to China because we have access to the English-speaking world and have developed links with them due to our language policy. At the same time, Singaporeans are fluent in Mandarin; hence we can communicate with those in China and help them understand the West." MM Lee

well.. i think.. maybe this advantage might be diminished already! sadly.

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SINGAPORE: The trend of Chinese dialects dying out in Singapore is irreversible, said Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew, who urged Singaporeans to focus more energy on learning Mandarin instead.

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busy

2009-03-24T01:44:00.000+08:00

i am busy, sick and tied with deadlines.
i am hungry. and feeble.

i need food, at my doorstep.

===============

i have grown. i am more candid. i have tried more things and i know where i am heading to now. haha.. meanwhile, let me be more responsible and finish my duties one by one.

a fine thin line

2009-03-21T00:39:00.001+08:00

are you from the ivy league? if given a choice, will you go?

i am thinking about how to be capable. does it mean that you are confident? or does it entails success tied to your name.

it's a thin thin line between
ego and confidence
emo and sensitive
sure and complacent
helpful and kaypoh
concerned and unduly worried

sigh..

Ernest Wong
(65) 98178465

grad soon

2009-03-18T13:26:00.001+08:00

i will want to start blogging freqently. it is when i blog, i pause to think and it is impt. thinking back, it's the days of freq blogging that i understand myself better.

nowadays, i tried to avoid thinking about things too much. but in the end, it just mean that i think about things haphazardly. writing down helps me to realise my faults and mistakes.

anyway.. yeap.. those who are reading.. which are few, i know at least you all bother. for those who dun bother, i will also not emo but will return them with similar perception.

and i tot i have gotten used to ego kids during the year in shanghai. probably i am not. i have yet to learn and master the skill of drawing the line between friends and "colleagues"

when the times are tough, fall on knees

2009-02-18T21:30:00.001+08:00

when the times are tough, fall on knees

i know, the dark clouds above are pushing me to my knees.

i know that is what i should do.. i am getting closer to the ground.

problematic maths.. jus like hysys

2009-02-17T21:14:00.001+08:00

tag tag

2009-02-16T12:29:00.001+08:00

this post to show that i am around...

yeap.. i hope i wasnt the one criticising about hair. cos i never. cos i am one myself.

shux.. i think that;s the only line i can think of tagging. cant name more pple whom i think will be reading.

anyway... what's the result of being non-emo? it's what i am now. i do feel a bit when i was deprived of attention. but then again, i decided to shrug the stupid idea. anyway, who gives a damn about you for life?
non-emo is a double-edged sword.

what and why should we believe

2009-02-04T21:51:00.001+08:00

getting out of dogmas

2009-02-02T12:36:00.001+08:00

I am trying to get out of details. and trying to stop conforming to pple's perceptions. as much as i can. for now.

i am busy.. yes i am.

fyp, design. finding jobs, finding tuitions, finding money
trying to read notes, tutorials, literature
trying to write thoughts and
trying to make time for Him.

if i am going to be locked up in a concentration camp. i wonder what will be my core value and what will keep me alive inside.
most get of out the camps with a strong relationships - ambition, family, God.

what will i do?

what will you do? how sure are you?

maybe i should be looking for something that i reallie hold dearly for. but what will it be?

Don’t Quit

2009-01-28T19:37:00.001+08:00

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest if you must, but don't you quit!

Life is queer with its twists and its turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When they might have won, had they stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victors cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit!

God and the mammon

2009-01-28T19:36:00.001+08:00

When funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

Rest if i must but don't i quit. maybe I shouldnt be resting. i hav been resting for far too long. In a serious dilemma, if i seek to earn, it's useless unless God bless the work. but if i wait for provision, i am not doing my part.

I think i am NOT losing it. but i just have to find fellowship in the sweet. when will it be? should i change myself to fit the crowd? i think i haven been trying hard enough. probably i don't wish to try so hard. seriously, why should i try so hard?

i need a ear and who will it be?

a place to vent

2009-01-22T23:22:00.001+08:00

yes..

this is going to be a KP blog.. haha.. stay tune for more Kao pEh stuffs..

meanwhile, i will try to finish up my oneyearinshanghai ending post with my rocky, shaky, problematic laptop. my excuse? everything i hesitate to work on photos and stuffs cos my lappy seems to be allergic to it. it will auto shut off whenever i need to do some heavy work.

i have no choice but to stay hall i guess.. i need the programmes and computers in school. but then again, the cost of hall can buy me a new laptop le. excuses again..

Ernest Wong
(65) 98178465

dun care

2009-01-22T23:19:00.001+08:00

actually, i am almost there...

many times, we realie dun have to care so much about what pple think about me. cos what they think about me most prob doesnt matter. it's just going to be a joke to them or just some topic to talk about..

what is more important is what do i think about myself.

meanwhile,
i am still trying to do a few things.. but each step is limited by some lack of resources. then again. laziness is still the main cause.

it's not right to be slothful. and it's going to change. i know it. i can feel it. it's different now.
Ernest Wong
(65) 98178465

giving leeways

2009-01-22T23:16:00.001+08:00

i am quite sure that i am always pretty irritated if people are assumptious about things.
honestly, i reallie think that i am most of the time not late when i am meeting people.

in fact, most of the time i am early cos the rest of the world is always late.
even when i ended work at 7, i am still early for a dinner that is supposed to start at 730.

probably most pple think that i am always in a rush, hence i am always late. but.. well.. sometimes, it's about rushing to be early.

okie.. i am late for things like lecture.. that is because i choose to!
Ernest Wong
(65) 98178465

welcome back to singapore

2009-01-01T02:24:00.001+08:00

[15:49] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: oh yes
[15:49] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: you want to run sundown marathon??
[15:49] !GaBe~: sleeping: no way
[15:49] !GaBe~: sleeping: haha
[15:49] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: they say you want to run leh
[15:49] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: haha
[15:49] !GaBe~: sleeping: wHO?
[15:50] !GaBe~: sleeping: they siao kian u ah
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: the year 4s lor
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: they say, jio gabe.. you dun jio him, he will also jio you
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: haha
[15:50] !GaBe~: sleeping: who is the year 4s?
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: erm.. ithink chio and allan bah
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: haha
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: no.
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: i think it's jingwen
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: haha
[15:51] !GaBe~: sleeping: welcome back to singapore
[15:51] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: haha
[15:51] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: back to the land of siowkiens??????????
[15:51] !GaBe~: sleeping: yah
[15:51] !GaBe~: sleeping: haha
[15:51] !GaBe~: sleeping: how can u believe them
[15:51] !GaBe~: sleeping: haha

Creative.!!!

2007-11-10T03:24:00.001+08:00

Beautiful painting

2007-11-10T03:06:00.001+08:00

Drawn by a 14yo. No wonder we need a budding artiste fund..=)

if you dun hear from me anymore

2006-11-01T05:25:00.000+08:00

one day, if you realise that i hav stop talking to this space. i have shifted to another place to talk to myself. you should know what's the next address... if you can infer enough. or you can ask from me, that's only if the past 3 and a half years of whining hasn't put you away. =)

dear diary

2006-10-31T18:16:00.000+08:00

was reading my interpersonal communication textbook and there's a picture that they use to illustrate a person with low self esteem:

a guy was writing with a sad face : "dear diary, sorry to bother you again... "

so? what does that mean bout bloggers who whine. nope.. nothing is absolute.

---

what's the main highlight of today that i can talk about? i dun know. nothing. and that's precisely why i am here blogging. sudden change of atmosphere. the corridor is empty and quiet. it's the time of the year. yesh. have to study.

at the same time, here to remind myself about the things to do:
1. finish up projector, get quotes for mics (doing)
2. finish up filing for church events
3. study
4. keep positive, make the choice.

things that i am happy about...
1. the availablity of people talking to me. i guess it's right to give myself the 2nd chance to stay hall again.
2. nice classmates and lecture partners who helped me so much. one day i shall be as motivated.

however, trying not to neglect..
my family. my friends.

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如煙

root prob

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msn display pics

keep your eyes on the prize

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church-less easter

看天空

Attention animal

you are a christian, and are you not sorry

Fwd: Calvin and Hobbes 03/28/2010

This is wrong

One thing

things to do

Wait for what?

what have you remember today that will accompany you to sleep and tmr?

focus

things to note

quiet time

Buck up

山外山

So long

Fwd: リンクするには

Fwd: Saw you on TV yesterday

i dun understand the latests music

Roman 14

无题

mac vs pc

我们的未来不是梦

Ship

hello world

iPhone n responsibility of speech

something to look forward to

Be of one mind

starting line

Job

Re: Fw: English is a difficult language...for some!

mirror

Dream

if everything you do.. know your stuff well

learn to be thankful

On the job

thank God

graduating

"walk"athon

marathon

他她

feel great standing for the Lord

只有懂得真心付

30 May 2009: birthday and sundown marathon

travelling sux

science

thank God

eternal sunshine of the spotles mind

wishing list

qt

qt is impt

back at 1

the dream catcher